building blocks

'' sesungguhnya Allah mencintai org2 yg berperang di jalanNya dalam barisan yg teratur,mereka seakan2 seperti suatu bangunan yg tersusun kukuh''-[as saff:4]

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sometimes u just need someone to be beside u esp when u're in critical phase.someone dt u trust,dt u love to be with,dt will bring u closer to Allah.she will sit in front of u,listen to evrythg dt u want to talk about,share evry single probs that u think u wont be able to go through it alone,listen to her experience dt might be a good template for me,later in life insyaAllah..then collapse together on the floor.ooopss.=p.yup,smtimes u just need it.

''dampinglah kamu dgn insan yg boleh menasihatimu bila kamu melakukan kesilapan''..this was the ym status of a friend of mine.

hard to believe.in only almost 2 years.merely 2 years,u are able to get as big,miserable prob as this.never thought of getting it,cz it's just not you.heh.congrats to me.tarbiyah dr Allah insyaAllah.courage has built in me perhaps..but out of many things,the one i need is only kekuatan hati,which only The Most Gracious can give me..and alhamdulillah,kekuatan yg d cari,eventhough mungkin xsebesar mane,dh mula drasai.it is jst a good start fr me,in case the same probs or other probs come to ambush me again (?).haha.

jazakillah for those precious moment ukht =).jazakillah..sedar tak sedar,Allah shows me the way to solve the prob through her.mybe she doesnt realise it.but i do.she as a medium..mashaAllah,see hw Great He Is?so..sweet.

i dont know why i was soo brave to put aside my lecture notes n all ilmu duniawi stuffs,eventhough there're lots of subtopics that i havent go through it,even once,since the 1st semester commenced,or even worst,the next day i'll have my midsem test.hah.great job.i like it.challenging,n alhamdulillah.i can finish it up ds morning.

so,i get both.my stdy n the slow-talk @ pillow talk thing.heheheheheh.

Ya Allah,dasarkanlah ukhuwah ini hanya keranaMu..leraikanlah jika ianya hanya menjauhkan diriku dariMu.kekalkan jika inilah yg terbaik bgku atau tunjukkanlah jalan jika ada suatu yg lebih baik utkku.ameen ya rabbal alamin..

-END- (out to midsem test)